Mike

YEAH it's been a while since ive used this, but i can't goto sleep so i midas well do something useful. Lets see, Christmas i was just pissed off the whole day i dunno why i didn't even go see my family i just layed down all day madd depressed im not sure why, but my mom says i need to go on Anti-Depressents, which is supposed to make you happy but i don't think anything will change. for the past month ive been just drivin around wit Brian,Craig and Henderson.. A couple nights ago we went down to Camden to meet up wit Antwon, chilled in his crib me and him were freestyling, that was fun. Soon i'm gonna goto a recording studio,and record a demo of me rapping, im just hoping producers are impressed with my work but if not, i'm not quiting there.. helll noo im gettin signed, and the only reason i think that is because i feel like im not confident in anything but that. I also gota job at JC Penny, my mom got me the job.. $7 an hour, it sucks but im all about getting cash.
Today Brian came over around 6:30 then he went to Rachels at 8. After that i wen't to Billy's house chilled there for a couple hours wit Mikey,Skip,Alex and Jeff. Yeah i was havin fun there chillen wit some new people for a change.
Damn i must be bored im typin a bunch of bullshit that prolly not one soul on this earth can give a fuck, thats including me. It's 1:23 in the morning im still not tired... Im mad pissed about so much shit, like for one no permit, no girl, same shit different day. Well thats all really, comment if you wan't.. if not what can i say.
peace

yo, wats good. nothing much here, yesterday I woke up at 3:30 then went to Ryan's crib. Shortly after that Kev picked us up, drove around thinkin what to do, saw Scott and Matt in Northgate, then we drove all far to cop treez.. It's 8:13 and i have surgery in 1 hour.. they paper said dont drink or eat anything prior to the surgery cuz i could die, so i downed a cup of coffee. Yea so i might be dead today, if not im goin to the Dentist at 2 and might get a route canal (however the fuck you spell it) cuz my tooth is in so much fuckin pain. My life is just so twizted right now, i wish there was more too it. like maybe a girlfriend, but then again thats not such a good idea. Ahhh everything is just to crazy.. i cant live like this anymore, i also tried quitting smoking which lasted a day, fuck it, i dont care anymore, my only problem is that im broke as hell because i don not have a job, which i need to find one... And im not Playin this time.. ima be signin up for school soon, cuz i need to get my fuckin head on straight and realize whats comin to me, i mean sure ill have some money for suin this motherfucker who ran me over but its not gonna be enough.. Alright i think im done typing about my life bcuz im sure that no one cares. Comment or don't
doesnt matter

alright peace

IM A RUFFRYDER

WEED SMOKIN

GUN TOKIN

HEROIN SUPPLIER

NO PHONE CALLZ GOT MY SHIT WIRED

Last night was bad, real bad.. I had the worst headache in the world, i just wanted to die, i was havin cold sweats and i could barely move, Wen't to the doctors today, got medicine prescribed Than wen't to Dunkin Donuts again.. After that I wen't to Matsons for my last pay check and picked up Ryan. We chilled for a while, Recording and shit.. Then John W came through wit The Wh1P, Then to Northgate, Back to home.

Hey and what's up to whoever reADs this.. hmm lets see, yesterday woke up at like 1:30 went to Dunkin Donuts wit my mom to get coffee, then I stayed home until like 4 and went to Nate's.. After that i think kev, matt, and ryan came through, forget what happened... looong night don't ask... Shortly after that Scott picked me up and wen't to his house, and (chilled)...L, werd yo hahah
Now i just fuckin woke up and 6:30 in the morning, Why i don't know, And i drank coffee so there is now way in hell i'm going back to sleep. There isn't gonna be shit to do cuz most of my friends have school, well actually not but o well.. I'm gonna go and try something to do, goin to take my permit test today, i think.... i didn't study but it doesnt hurt to try.
LaTeR
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Mike

Things are so good, (positive attitude) NOT- First off I got fired... how fun, im broke as fuck. Went to the doctors they said i was depressed and crazy or some shit. I dont know wtf to do with myself, jump in front of a car i guess......

BANG
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Today i woke up didn't feel all that good, so called outa work, then Matt came over and chilled, around 2 Kev came throught- and chilled, me and matt got stopped by the pigs, but once again nothing happens, shortly after that we met up wit Ryan, and Shayne. chilled then came back to my house, then matt got picked up.. This is my plans ... Im going to work on saturdays and sundays, and im goin back to school.. amazing isnt it.. well enough to say here,
comment or dont
peace

Different day .. same shit....
Everyday I wake up, wondering why im still here and whats the point.
Sooner or later you have to work just to support yourself i mean whats the point, im not tryin to sound all suicidal and sh!t but im fed up wit alot of shit and all of no one would understand where im coming from.

yoooo its 11:30 in the mornin, im mad bored. Yesterday i didn't do shit really, i woke up went to Nate's house chilled there for a lil bit came home and went to bed. The day before that i wen't to Craig's house when he got home from work.. got high off of marijuana then 10 blunts of crack (nah j/k).. Today i'm sitting on my ass prolly doing nothing again. Tryin to chill wit some bitches! thats my mutha fuckin goal. Ohh yea i gota a job too at Matson's.. thats hot shit im a cashier, and i only work 3 days a week. And i'm actually thinkin about goin back to school. And NO not TWP .. FUCK TWP> Maybe Night School... I dunno what else to say... go ahead and don't comment i dont give a fuck anyways, im just writin dis shit cuz im bored.

Yesterday, i woke up around 10, played some game for gamecube, than sat there for 3 hours doing nothing, after that i went to my cuz Matt's and we chilled and watched t.v, on the computer... Shortly after that i went to Nates house and chilled than Matt C came over and we went in the hottub, its was fucking freezing tho! After all that was done kev came through wit the whip and we were chillin wit him Matt, and Shayne.

Today, Woke up at 10 again, thats too damn early but anyway i sat there and listened to music for a while, waited till 4:00 and wen't over Craig's to chill with Craig and Brian. yup fun, except for when craig and brian were bout to fight. Than after that my mom picked me up and went home, Now i'm sitting on the computer typing about my life

I really dont understand why i keep updating i mean im basically the only one who reads this shit, im sure no one else is interested in what i do all day, so im thinking about deleting this damn thing. Yes im updating tonight tho because i have nothing better to do.

Alright talk to you later

Comment?? Oh yea thats right i forgot

yo what up.. chillen here.. I think im half- retarted fr0m that car accident.. Even tho most people think im completely retarted.. Lets just say i don't remember shit cuz i got a concution along with a brokene jaw.. so now i talk like a jackass.. and my head is all banged up. yea but the doctor said it will heal soon, but who knows she might have been just sayin that shit to make me feel better, but if not im never coming outside again. then i get tylenol 3 wit codeine which dont even take the pain away, ain't that ghetto as fuck. Another thing is that i can't make rap songs anymore cuz i can barely talk because of the brace. Can't believe im still alive. 2 motorvehicle accidents within a year and a half. 3rd strike im out which means im dead.

Yooo, sittin here online at 12:30 listenin to 300 bars by Game. Today Matt came over after school and we were bored all fuckin day. I cant even go to 711 anymore without pigs harrassin me. Than sittin at the park (people) drivin by talkin shit,thinkin im bout to get jumped then i get people talkin shit online. Its alll good tho paybacks a bitch. Ima do what i gotta do, i dont care if i get caught
No one knows what im even talkin about,
i think im loosing my mind
Im finding a job tommorow


(We all die one day)

It's summer. Prolly going to be the worst summer of my whole life. I sit home everyday and do absolutely nothing. Yesterday i went to the mall wit matt and scott and played pool. Not too long ago me and my boys got pulled over cuz they saw weed. My one boy got arrested wit a quarter oz of pot and the driver got a ticket, not stating any names. Cops got me outa the car and searched me i didnt have shit on me so i got away. Right now im writin raps, and i got my friends makin beats so hopefully ill have a cd out soon. HAZE R ECORDZ nigga lol. Next year im goin back to school.. JFK that is, gettin my high school diploma then moving out when im 18 which is less than a year. No one will ever see me again cuz im moving out of state cuz to many cops are lookin out on me.
Peace

Wow its June.. i didn't know that.. How bout today i did absoulely fucking nothing. THats why i am updating cuz i got nuttin better to do. Besides drivin around wit kev and chillin at ryans for a bit thats all thats been happening.. I can't wait till summer. Hopefully its better. Yea i went down to the beach last week that was fun.. people were actually on the beach.. and there were so many hot bitchez (girls) if females take that word offensively..haha... I feel like gettin drunk cuz i have nothin better to do wit my life.. Yeah im fuckin mad, i went to get my permit and i failed the the goddamn test after studyin that shit forever.. With my luck ill never pass so ill be driving without a liscence... who cares ill prolly wind up in jail sooner or later......... yea i dont care
fuck you
and comment
bye

yo, well my life is pretty much the same. today i went to work at 10:30 then chilled wit kev,tom,matt,ryan .. Yeah im tryin to go down to the beach wit mad people soon, i just gotta wait till i get paid then were stayin down there for a day, its gon be off the hook.. hell yeah... WEll im out
peace

Today.... Woke up, worked out, took a shower, met up wit bobby, then we went back to my house for like 20 minutes, after thatt we walked to 711 to meet up wit Tom. We chilled at the park then Matt came down. We than went to the hole and smoked. After the hole we went to the "rock", yea its a fuckin park. yeh thats right.. anyways Kevin came later on and picked all of us up. Then Tom went back to Alexs. Then we went to Wendy's and i got food. I still have no fuckin job after applying at like 5 places. Everything else is fine besides that tho. Yea really good say anotherdo you not know wtf im talking about

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Yo... updating again because im really bored and have nothing better to do. Today i woke up at 2 in the morning with a hangover, yea that sucks than i went back to sleep at like 6:30 in the morning. Around 12 Matt came over and we got drunk, once again. After that went to my cousins and chilled there for a little while, watched matt and matt wrestle for like an hour lol.. Its been 5 days sinced i dropped outa school and im loving it. Tommorow my mom is taking me out to go find a job. 4 more days till the party !!!! yesssssss
well im out
peace

Yo right now im listening to music.. yeah.. umm Brittany called me the other day and invited me and matt to a big ass party in Medford. Hell yes ! There is gon be mad girls and alcohol! February 18th, damn thats too long. And this girl Jess saw my pic and she thinks im hot, FUCKIN WORD!! shes bangin as hell!!. I cant wait, - My life isnt as bad as before because i dont have to deal with anymore bullshit. Yea i got drivers Ed soon, and im takin money outa my account to getta wh1p. Hopefully a nice ass Honda Civic. The only thing is i needa job first. Thats right

CaRs $$$MoNeY$$$ BiTcHeZzZ

Yo.. yea i havent updated in a while.. Anyways my life is so fuckin crazy i cant even deal with it anymore. When the semester is over Im goin to BCC,i kind of wanna go but dont cuz my friends but its the only way ill pass. I havent been outside as much at all either cuz my friends are either grounded or on probation, so yea it sucks. I just figured out the other day that im gonna be 17 in two months and i still dont even have a permit. COMMENT!?!?!?! please - mike